Diary Lies

Dear Diary

Tomorrow at this time I will be in A’s city. I am flying out from Hong Kong just so I can be with him for less than 24 hours.

Crazy isn’t it. Yes. It is.

I don’t know what to expect for our rendezvous. I suspect it will be a proper closure for me, or at least I hope it will be. I can’t keep on putting myself on hold for this silly crush. This infatuation has lasted for too long.

“I’ll see you at the airport.” He said, “Can’t wait.”

Although this message came only after a few pathetic days’ wait, it put a smile on my face.

So I am flying there. I am going to leave my husband in the morning when he will be still in bed. I am not even going to give him a kiss goodbye. Instead I will fly to another man who is equally not in love with me .

Crazy. Isn’t it?